doofuses UNITE!

2007-11-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

Assignments pouring in like water.

Cant concentrate much already. Sleeping at 2 am in the morning only to wake up at 7 to attend classes which ends late. Especially so on wednesday and thursday because of extra japanese lessons.

So for your info about my current life status, Im busy completing/trying to complete as much of my assignments before i leave for japan. 9 assignments to be ready in 2 weeks time.

Why am i going to Japan? simply put it, i was asked to apply for the student exchange program by UNESCO to Japan. So i did. I thought to myself, why not if its almost totally free? Although not so willing to go, due to missed classes guilt and half way done assignments to be felt later, i guess it's gonna be exciting.

The trip will be this coming 18th to 30th. If not mistaken we'll be heading to Tokyo during winter. Activities not confirmed, so i cant really tell much about whats gonna happen as this is my first time going abroad.

Anyway, there is still 2 weeks for any unplanned 'mishaps' to happen . So i cant really guarantee that im really going. Dont get your hopes high on me buying back omiyage for you! know what the exchange rate is???

F.Y.I.
JPY MYR
1 0.029100
5 0.145500
10 0.291000
20 0.582000
30 0.873000
40 1.164000
50 1.455000
60 1.746000
70 2.037000
80 2.328000
90 2.619000
100 2.910000

Currency converter

That's friggin expensive you know????!!
One can drink is 110 yen. Which is what? RM3+!!!!!!
Just imagine a sushi meal. For two. Is 10,000 yen. Which is???? RM291!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My dreams of having a good time is gone. No sushi meals for the whole trip, no anime and manga, no flashy gadgets, no anything.

T_T

But one thing is for sure IF i get there. I'll be in a Home-stay program, and every activity held by them will all be paid for. Including climbing Mt Fuji, Hot springs, and tours i guess.

Wish me luck!
(for my assignments of course...)

Reel of Fortune

2007-10-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

A catch of a lifetime!
Raya came early this year for me! At least 7 hours early.
Today, being a day before the Raya celebrations, im off school and back at home. Reuben and randall invited me to Bukit Cahaya at first, wanting to explore the whole area once again but this time picnicking somewhere there. But turns out the plans didnt really work out well and so we ended up going fishing!

Heading towards banting, there is a turn off on the left of the highway. Not really visible, so you've got to keep a real good look out. The place is a pay-to-fish pond. The usual scene with the hut on one side, the water churning thingy in the water, some nets, a few anglers situated around the pond. It's been quite a while since i last fished, so this was as exciting as before. Just so you know, I've never caught a single fish(decent ones la) ever since my first fish back in 2003?

So why the surprise today? Well duh?? because i caught one la!
Its called a 'Rohu' to native anglers.

Rohu (Labeo rohita) is a fish of the carp family Cyprinidae, found commonly in rivers and freshwater lakes in and around the South Asia and South-East Asia. In Hindi it is called Rohu.(Rawas is the Indian Salmon, which is quite different) It is called rui in Bengali, rou in Assamese and is popular in Thailand, Pakistan, Bangladesh, Orissa, West Bengal, Assam, and the Konkan region of India. It is a non-oily/white fish.

The above is the average fish size i think. Im not a pro fisher OKAY! I caught one about 1-2kgs while randall and reuben managed to catch one each too! So for supper, we went to Foo Chuan to eat. Asked the cooks to whip up something so that we can enjoy! turned out okay, if not for the omnipresent bones in the fish, it would've been excellent.

So for the holidays, Im happy!

Fishy fishes fish,
Fished out fishy fishing fish!

cleaning fury

2007-10-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

I hate it whenever my family does cleaning.

I hate the fact that everyone seems to disown their stuff whenever they dont want to clear it, but miraculously remembers it belongs to them when someone DOES clean up their stuff. Real shitty man i tell you.

Cleaned up my room yesterday. Was even much more difficult than tunneling through china or searching for broken pieces of dino pelvises. Workbooks, text books, revision books, magazines, comics, plastic bags use to contain purchased comics/magazines, tissue paper, toys(including spiderman, venom, my old broken scorpion, buzzlightyear and many more), letters, envelopes, lizard shit, sketch books, files, folios, even my brothers underwear! i totally lost my marbles!!
Seriously. I did loose my marbles. The old ones i bought back in primary school.

And as usual, most of the stuff belonged to my devilish irritating younger brother. When asked to do something he'll look at you as though you just threw horse poo at his face. And guess what the parents say?

Oooh.. "his just a little kid, only 12 year old la. He's not matured like you,(like that'll make me any happier. It's an insult to be called mature by them. But it's also an insult when they say you're NOT mature. So.. I dunno what's what. You get what i mean)So talk to him nicely. You're his older brother. Be nice to him ya!"

What are HIS things doing in MY room anyway?? And they can complain so much when the rooms all dirty and stuff, but when i finally want to clean, and they find out its HIS stuff, it's 'clean up his shit for him. You're his older brother. Be nice.
How 'nice'.

So kathy. You're on holiday. Just when im out of holi- days. Who came up with the word HOLIday in the first place? And what does HOLI mean? weird.

Just so for your info:

The word holiday has related but different meanings in English-speaking countries. A contraction of holy and day, holidays originally represented special religious days. This word has evolved in general usage to mean any special day of rest (as opposed to regular days of rest such as the weekend).

In the English-speaking world a holiday can mean a period spent away from home or business in travel or recreation (e.g. "I'm going on holiday to Malta next week"), the North American equivalent is "vacation". Many Canadians will use the terms vacation and holiday interchangeably when referring to a trip away from home or time off work. In Australia the term can refer to a vacation or gazetted public holiday, but not to a day of commemoration such as Mothers' Day or Halloween.

In all of the English-speaking world, a holiday can be a day set aside by a nation or culture (in some cases, multiple nations and cultures) typically for celebration but sometimes for some other kind of special culture-wide (or national) observance or activity. A holiday can also be a special day on which school and/or offices are closed, such as Labor Day.

When translated from/to other languages, the meanings of the word "holiday" may be conflated with these of "observance" and "celebration".

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holiday

Back to business.
Kathy! Pick me up we go mamak. Wahahaha....

When one person is cursed,
Two graves are dug

Holiday blues

2007-10-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

Holidays without any real plan as to what to do or where to go really sucks.

Ever since i started my first 2 week holiday all i've been doing is slogging in front of the com training a fictional 2D character on MapleStory™ and sometimes when the mood strikes, a lil' bit of DotA™-ing for me. Now that the marginal utility gained from playing those games have almost run out, i'm at lost as to what to do with my free time.

Ah!
Watch movies! Borrowed some DvD's from ashley. Only watched a few of them so far.. The holidays seemed to have rained the life out of me! In college, i used to study so hard everyday and now that im free, i totally have no idea what to do! lost my bearings la tu..

Met up with Yh, Theeban, Venki and Sri yesterday. Only got to chat with yh and theebs though. Went for a drink at Asia cafe and a game of pool(it was their idea! not mine! i just tagged along and ummm... and umm... you know... played along?) after that. Its been a long time since i ever met up with them. Excluding the meeting with Hong, Ling, Farah, Marvin and Theebs the other day. Damn i miss my friends. Noone in college can make it up to your level.

Now that the holidays are almost over, i'll be back to college again. Happy buffalo.

All work and no play makes jack a dull lad.
All play and no work makes jill a dumbass.

2007-10-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

Early this morning at 4a.m. was the first anniversary.

Its been a year ever since she was taken away from us. Time sips through the broken glass of life. One year has passed but it just seems like yesterday that my beloved aunt Irene passed on.

I remember clearly the day it happened.

The phone rang in the wee hours of the morning. It was close to 5. I knew because i was the one to pick the phone up. On the other end was jac. Asking for my dad in an other than calm voice. Half awake- half asleep i was expecting some foreign voice to be on the line, or probably some wrong number. Hearing her on the phone instantly woke me up. Walking out of the room heading to my parents room to wake my dad, he stepped out. I handed him the phone saying it was from jac. Already dreading the worst i waited for his reaction. Listening to the conversation confirmed my suspicions. She died that morning, the day after getting out from hospital.

She was ill previously. Having entered hospital due to internal bleeding problems, stomach ulcers, she still managed to pull a straight face. Unbeknowing to all of us, she suffered silently. The night before, we visited her. There she was on the bed happily chatting away with my mom and aunt. I was asked to go over to her house the next day to take care of her, cook porridge and look after her. As i was on holiday i obliged. Mana tau, she went off before anyone expected her to. We were all fooled by her tough exterior into believing that all was fine and well with her.

The one person i have known to be able to go through so many things in her life. Working as a nurse before, going through world war, loosing her husband, taking sole responsibility of looking after her bedridden mom, cleaning the house every single day of her since since i knew when. Mopping, sweeping, dusting, washing, cooking, taking care of the nephews and nieces when we were there. My family spent most of our time there. Especially me and my brothers. We used to go over to her place everyday before and after school.

I remember once. When we were still so young. Me and my bro, as boys, as usual, were naturally gifted. Gifted in a sense that we wreak havoc. We would make her so angry at times, she would grab a cane and start chasing and screaming at the top of her voice at us. It seemed so fun to be running around the house being chased by an old lady with a cane. Even now, sitting here typing this out, i still laugh at what happened.

But now, all this lovely memories of my childhood with her, seemed to die with her. Not seeing her makes me forget. Forget of the past i had. The past i had with the aunt that had so much love in her heart to give, the aunt that loved animals as much as i did, the aunt that, even though complained so much about the world and suffered so much, still had the heart to give more and more everyday.

To our beloved KOKO Irene;

He Only Takes The Best

God saw they were their happiest and
someone would not let that be.
So He put his arms around them and whispered
"Come with Me".

With tear filled eyes we watched them,
suffer and fade away. Although we
loved them deeply, We could not
make them stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,
hard working hands put to rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.

~Author Unknown~

In loving memory 021006

2007-09-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

renovating.

sorry for the inconvenience caused.

2007-09-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

My first car breakdown. Wasn't really a breakdown, but the car did stall in the middle of the highway.

Stupid gear tak makan and i couldn't get into third gear. Luckily the highway was empty except for this jeep behind me. Wahahaha.. at least now i know that in emergencies, i can keep my head from falling!

Caught the maple bug again!
Since i've got 2 weeks holiday, wat the heck. Play only la! Its been so long since i entered the maple world. And it has changed so much.

Trying to come up with a new blog skin. Hope i can make a nice new one in two weeks!

Oh oh, and we have a wedding this saturday. The same choir group for desmonds wedding is singing, except a few others who cant make it coz they're overseas! The wacko bride wants everything to be in pink.
PINK gown.
PINK deco.
PINK dress.
PINK tops for choir girls.
PINK tie for guys.(so gay)

Might as well include pink undies and pink dye-ed hair.
PINK kuih, PINK chair, PINK chariot, PINK lights and PINK pinky!
Must ask them for ~~pink~~ red packet!

2007-09-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

So the exams are here. As usual the last minute studying ritual continues.

Previous night, studied econs till 4.30, first time i actually stayed up that late STUDYING.
But it was kinda fun. I like econs by the way. Collected the kitchen uniform. And its Soooo nice. (except the black and white checked pants.) Now with the new complete set of clothes i can look like a REAL cook. With the thick metal plate shoes and uniform and stuff. Cool.

No new events this month so far, except that there's this wedding thats gonna be held at our church building, and im in the choir. Hope that the group sings as well as we did before with less training this time...

Kathy. I admit that im a no good blogger! You're a waaaay much better blogger than me. =p

Nest up, Hotel Industry and kitchen exams! This wednesday onwards im free for 2 weeks!
Gonna have to re-decorate youth board and think of potential part time jobs!

2007-09-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

I somehow finally found out that most friends dont really stay as friends for very long. And the ones that you've thought to be friends finally reveal themselves in a different colour. But there are still those who dont desert you and make it an effort to hang on.

Why im saying this is because recently i found out that one friend of mine insnt what i thought him to be. Weird how the more you hang around one person, you tend to see more faults in him than goods. I noticed that our so called similarities were just the tip of the glass. The outer facade shown for first impressions. But what's deep down in there isnt that pleasant.

On another occasion, one person i thought would be forgiving, kind and cheerful turned out quite the opposite. Although i kinda knew the person well, turns out one can change personalities in a day.

Not many of you read this blog already since it's kinda dead. But occasionally i'll try to post. Life in college isnt really fun anymore. Missing all the fellowship with klang church brethren AND ol' school friends.

2007-08-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

Took a few pictures with college mates. Photoshoped it. Hope you guys dont mind me not blogging too much. Pictures galore!

p.s.: Hong, just posting ny ah... not bloating. XD

2007-08-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

So for the past month i never did once enter blogger to think about what to blog about.

Reasons?

How about the same ol' 'busy with assignments and no time' excuse?
Or maybe the 'I've got too much on my mind right now'?

Well, matter of fact both applies to me right now!
But now since my assignments are done, and homework has hopped on the train to tokyo, i can now blog!

The next few days are gonna be busy ones. Monday to wed is the workshop with Bro. Roger campbell from U.S. Organizing the event partially. Wont be around on tuesday and wednesday though.

Few days back, went out with a group of friends and took lots and lots of pictures! was so glad they posed.. Photoshoped a few and they turned out pretty good.

To all my buddies whom i don't get to see so often now, So sorry for not contacting you guys frequently to find out how you are and all. I promis to make it appointed to me to at least send a greeting from time to time. You see, i've just got too many friends to acknowledge! haha... Hope you guys are doing well wherever you are!

To all you guys having holidays now, have fun!
To us still having classes, when the going gets tough, the tough get going!

when the hired get tired,
the tired get fired!

2007-07-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

Its been a hard days night,
and i've been working like a dog.
Its been a hard days night,
i should be sleeping like a log~

the beetles

so. what's it like to be in a college far far away from home?
Living somewhere out there, With only a few familiar faces around. I guess that's good enough considering others like khaliq and all going overseas.

Classes are good. I actually like college classes. This sem. is Japanese, ethnic relations, Kitchen management and sanitation, Intro to Hotel industry, Cooking!

(to be continued. Dad wanna use!)
bye!

Cont'd
Assignments are pretty difficult. Especially H.I, cause we're supposed to interview 5 star hotel managers/HR dep, get to know a few stuff about the hotel and all. At least that's what my group was assigned to do.

Haven't visited around kl much too. Due to lack of heavy loaded pockets and time consuming assignments. Oh! one thing i did do in kl was... eat at kim gary's!! Now i know what the atmosphere and food taste like. Tried their cheese baked rice and peanut butter and condensed milk toast. yummilisious!

One thing about living in kl, and not at home, is that i spend less time with friends and family. AND, i get to use the com and guitar less. Right now my H/p is down. probably getting a new one soon. Went shopping for one yesterday, but didn't get one. Just have to wait it out!

To all those still reading this blog, thank you. To all those that left because of infrequent(very) updates, sorry and good for you! I may not be able to blog much anyway. Cheers!

2007-06-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

An update from the ever busy blogger.

College life has been busy busy. And i know for sure its gonna get worst. So no point whining here.
A brief overview of what i've been learning; English(again..), Ethnic relations, Econs, Intro to Hospitality Industry, Intro to Kitchen Management and Sanitation, Kitchen practicals, and Japanese!

Assignments so far are not burdening(yet. except for Intro to Hosp Indus, where my group will have to interview five-star hotel managers. Cool eh?) Lectures and tutorials are so-so. Nothing much of a change.

For kathy the kaepo: Got a few guys in my class right, super annoying and sampat. Haha.. One guy, dun wan to say names la.... just call him donovan, Everytime come into class sure do stupid stuff. Dunno how to tahan. Tunjuk lagak in front of the girls all. Hahaha... Damn stupid lo. How to react to this kinda people ah? sifu!

friends are hard to find.
Best friends are harder.

2007-05-22T20:26:00.001+08:00

First day of college.

And im all worn out. 2 hours standing in the train, walking the next 30 minutes just to reach tarc.
Walk around summore for registration. Sat for the next gruelling 4 hours listening to the speaches.
Then another 2 hour stand on the way back. More walking of course. Spent half a day on my feet! not bad eh for a first day?

Orientation is this week. Tomorrow we're expected to report at 8.30a.m. And how am i supposed to get there so early? leave from K.R.U. at 6 by train! switch to LRT at sentral, Take a bus at wangsa maju to tarc! Hmmm... lemme see.. that's ooonnneeee, twooooo, three!
Three modes of transportation in a day! Ain't it wonderful?

Although it's not gonna last long, since i'm finding a place to stay already, I'mm gonna 'savour' the taste of having to travel up and down!

Wish me luck i don't just drop dead one day.

p.s. : Don't think i'll be updating on the singapore post.. Lazy la... ngek ngek ngek.
Sorry ya!

2007-05-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

Big Bro Reuben Got a call this morning.

LEXUS called. Muahahahahahahaha... now ada kerja de beb!

CONGRATULATIONS!!! *must belanja more often de now. kekekeke*

2007-05-14T11:56:00.001+08:00

Back from my endeavor with Big bro Reubs!

Not gonna blog about what happened EVERYDAY tough, that'll take me ages and i'll finally give up then you got nothing to read liao. Muahahaha.. so be thankful. VERY thankful.

Bus Ride- Boarded Konsortium Express bus at 10.30. and left soon after from klang. Bus ride was uneventful except for the jokes we cracked every few minutes. Couldn't stop laughing at one point. Going trough Customs office wasn't bad. Especially the m'sian side. They dont even bother to look at your passport. After the other stop at sgpore customs, the bus took off. We wanted to get off at Woodlands, so we told the bus driver earlier before. Mana tau the driver forgot or something, didn't tell us to get off. Woodlands was AT the customs office. So we bodoh-ly followed the bus to Beach road. Once the driver stopped he asked everyone to get off. We got a shock and asked the driver why was he not sending us to woodlands. And the Big Bomb fell. Sigh... Our first day and already an adventure in the great land of singapore! Asked the driver to take us to woodlands if possible. But he took us to Yew Tee MRT station. Because we were supposed to go there anyway. All in all, the trip took us 8 hours to get to Zelda's house! Had to walk to her house in Choa chu Kang. Got lost finding our way. That's another story!

The walk - After reaching Choa chu Kang North 5, we asked for directions to the streetwe wanted to go to. This wonderful lady helped us out. Although her directions were wrong.... she was kind enough to show us the way without robbing us. *not like in m'sia* Another detour around the place we decided to ask for directions again. This time we got the right ones! found her house soon enough.

The family- The house belonged to Uncle Andrew and Aunty Sharon. With their children, Jonathan, Zelda and Audrey. Jon got married recently so he moved out, leaving more rooms to his two sisters. Gotta love this family! great hospitality. wahahaha... must mention them so that i wouldn't be called 'ungrateful'! XD Thanks to them we had a great time in sgpore!

Esplanade- Went there right after dinner. Wonderful place with marvelous art pieces. Too bad i dont have a camera, but i borrowed Audreys. Thx! Saw the Merlion too! the big one. The scenery was wonderful. With the fullerton hotel as a backdrop, the pictures were great.

-To be continued-
(Due to the craving of playing DotA!)

2007-04-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

Being a Christian

Rom 12:9-21
Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good.

10 Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another;

11 not lagging in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord;

12 rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer;

13 distributing to the needs of the saints, given to hospitality.

14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.

15 Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep.

16 Be of the same mind toward one another. Do not set your mind on high things, but associate with the humble. Do not be wise in your own opinion.

17 Repay no one evil for evil. Have regard for good things in the sight of all men.

18 If it is possible, as much as depends on you, live peaceably with all men.

19 Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay," says the Lord.

20 Therefore "If your enemy is hungry, feed him; If he is thirsty, give him a drink; For in so doing you will heap coals of fire on his head."

21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

Right. So why do i suddenly put up a post about being a christian?
answer : It was taught today during worship.

I found it a very encouraging lesson. Not one that i come across every week. Made me think about my life more thoroughly. I mean, have you ever given thought about the verses? It's nice for me to come across these once in awhile.

Nowadays how many people do you know who loves without hypocrisy? Clinging to what is good? I see many of my friends losing the morales and values they've learned. I mean, i can't excuse myself. I know i haven't been quite who i would like to be.

Reading through the verses really got me shaken up properly. I beg you all, read it through once more. And tell me how you feel about it.

As for me, after reading it again, I wanna try emulating what is being said. After all, these are words from God Himself. There has to be a meaning to all these. Let's just say i can't do it without YOUR help! I cant change with no one to help me 'practice' on could i?

I'll start today!

I'll begin with an apology to all! (important → most important!)

To :

readers - sorry for not blogging as often as possible! sorry for being the lazy bumm i am! Bear with me people! cheers!

Friends - sorry for not being there whenever needed. I know i'm not someone who shows up at the right time, who says the right things, who knows comforting words, but i'll try my best if you would only let me. Sorry for being lame! Sorry for saying sorry too many times! ( i know some of you dont like it, but im truly SORRY!! ^^♪)

Bigbro R - Sorry for not being able to communicate well! I've been trying to think of what to say everytime i see you, but the words just dont form. I wanna let you know that i'm doing my best! thanks for being there when needed most! My big pillar!

piggy - sorry for calling you a pig! It just sounds nice on you. =) sorry for being a prick like i always am. Sorry for ruining everything. Hope i can make it up to you. (although, knowing you, you'd probably say "it's not your fault, it's just me" and "dont bother") Thank you for being a great friend at least!

God - sorry for not living my life like i should be. Sorry for not having a better measure of faith in You. Sorry for doubting what is best for me, even tough i asked You plenty of times. Sorry for not keeping promises!! Will do my best to keep on keeping on!

Well, that's a start! will keep on going!!!

2007-04-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

Know how they say, "Forgive and Forget"?

Well, my problem is that i forget faster than i can forgive! So you guys are really lucky to have known me! But of course, This only happens sometimes. Don't ask me why, but i can only forget certain things, and kinda remember the rest. BUT i can't really tell how to specifically classify it.

Im a messed up person.

Been playing LOTs and LOTS of futsal lately. Yayee~!
Got to train stamina. It's been like shit laying at the bottom of the 'loji'. For the first few games, ran out of stamina so fast i had to squat most of the time.

At least now my stamina is growing! *i hope*

'Remaja Kebangsaan' Tourney next month. 26-27 May.
I Soooo wanna go, But im not so sure my parents will let me participate.
Reason 1: College starts 22nd May. Will be tied up from then on. No time to practice.
Reason 2: It's a Saturday AND a Sunday. "NO. Dont skip worship"

Only 2 reasons i can think of. Maybe they can come up with more. I dunno.

Over the past few months, it's been pretty lonely.
No job to keep me busy, just computer games. My eyesight is worst now. Great.
Save for the fact that i still get to play futsal and go for taekwondo practice, i would have died and no one would give a damn! kidding.

I should be contended with everything i have! right?? I've been trying to at least. No certain results so far. Must gambate! Hope you guys are/will be/will TRY to be contended! It's supposedly helpful to release stress. (I don't know how that applies to me)

Next week, OPENING OF SPIDER-MAN 3!!!!!! I wanna watch fast! coming back from KAPAR on the 2nd only. so must book tickets and watch that night itself! I DUN GIVE A !@#$.

Who's with me?!

2007-04-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!

Killer Vids!
WATCH IT! seriously. It'll blow your minds!!!!!
I couldn't believe what i saw at first. But heck, I'm His NUM'BA ONE FAN!

ANDY MCKEE-DRIFTING

ANDY MCKEE!~

2007-04-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

Searching for 2nd hand electric guitars right now. Wanna get a fender if possible. Of course if the price is good la.. Oh, and an amp too. Wonder which brand would be cheap AND good.

Any advice from anyone? Im still lost on which one would be good for beginners. Would love if you could guide me! *arigato gozaimasu*

2007-04-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Video clip on YouTube. Just for laughs.

Warning

Viewer discretion advised. Not for religiously sensitive individuals.

If you are not, then go ahead!~

*Click here*

2007-04-16T14:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating lately.

I lost something close to me. It hurts so badly and i feel it ache every second.
I cant forget about it because it's so close to me.

I lost my hand!

No...
I did not amputate it. It's just.. erm.. unusable for now. My left hand. Big momma and lil' pinky got injured on two different occasions of futsal frenzy. Both have one thing in common. i was the goalie.

So what has that got to do with not updating?

simple.
I'm typing with my toes. That's why it's taking me ages just to make a simple sentence. But im slowly getting the hang of it. You guys should try it out too. Good exercise for weenies in the south.

So now you have my story.

Cheers!

2007-04-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

New blog add guys.

Decided to change it a long time ago. Why change it? i dunno... the previous add wasn't suitable anymore? Anyway, this ones' way much better. Suits me! So dont fret about it. Its what i want. *snigger*

Since you guys have been robbed of me for quite some time now, i'll gladly give you something to read just to make you happy. How generous of me.

I've finally made it to blue 2 on the taekwondo grade. Next grading would be in 3 months time. There's a sparring competition coming up this May. Two actually. Hope to train up now to enter! Wanna spar with others. Adrenaline Junkie on the lose.

This past few months i've been playing futsal so frequently. I'm actually getting better at my footwork. At least that's what i think. Played yesterday with some of daryls school friends and his football coach. Had about 13 people or so.. split into 3 groups. All small kids ny leh. But super good at passing and stuff. Lost to one group twice. But in the end we got the better of their stamina. Wasn't suprising. We played for 2 hours. Shiok giler. Was goalie for most of the game though, untill i broke/sprained my thumb. Cant move it around too much. Hurts like hell. Any of you wanna join us? Just gimme a call and we'll play! Sean not included. Coz we always call you. so shaddap.

Just went into TAR college site. My application is still pending. Lama gila. My classes start in May. 21st to be exact. That means, I CANT ENTER THE COMPETITION!!! Darn it. Blistering blue barnacles!! (f.i.y. i dun know what it means. Picked it up from some comic i read somewhere)

*gnashes teeth*
Dont have the mood to type anymore. Will update asap.

Curses!

2007-04-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

Changing Blog add to http://doofusinc.blogspot.com

Thx y'all.

2007-04-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

I was testing the children in my Sunday school class to see if they understood the concept of getting to heaven.

I asked them, "If I sold my house and my car, had a big garage saleand gave all my money to the church, would that get me into Heaven?"

"NO!" the children answered.

"If I cleaned the church every day, mowed the yard, kept everything neat and tidy, would that get me into Heaven?"

Again, the answer was, "NO!"

By now I was starting to smile. Hey, this was fun!

"Well, then, if I was kind to animals and gave candy to all the children and loved my husband,would that get me into Heaven?"I asked them again.

Again, they all answered, "NO!"

I was just bursting with pride for them.

"Well," I continued, "then how can I get into Heaven?"

A five-year-old boy shouted out,"YOU GOTTA BE DEAD!"

Taken from SPARKS

2007-04-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

Watch this y'all!

And go VOTE at

Maggi Mee

Arigato gozaimasu. *bows*

2007-04-03T13:35:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wished you had a relative thats filthy rich, so rich he/she/they own mansions, several million dollar yatchs, little ponies and horses to ride on, super powered cars, multi-million dollar businesses, and all the crap you can ever think of.

Well, not that i know of any relatives i have, but i do know these people, have the same surnames as i do.

Sounds unbelievable? check this out, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guo

My surname 'Kirk' is equavalant to the chinese 'Kuo', 'Khek', 'Quek', and what nots...

So you see, if i were to be some how miraculously connected to any of them through bloodline, then i guess i'll be living the rest of my life on the billion dollar mansions, yatchs, and ponies they own.
If, of course, they somehow miraculously have no heir or direct decendant to hand the wealth over to. Hmmm,... dreams dreams dreams.

No wonder im so handsome, im related to Aaron kwok

2007-03-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

Temp BG.

Trying to come up with a more suitable BG. Sorry ya! Busy thinking how to configure the stuff. Zzzzz....

2007-02-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

Going missing for awhile. Not gonna update in the mean time. sorry guys.

2007-02-15T11:14:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is around the corner!

And i still have not finished shopping!! CHAOS!! So far, bought 1 long sleeve shirt, 1 polo tee, 1 black shirt. Thats about it. I wanna get new shoes, another long sleeve shirt, long slacks, and a pouch!! but no time to go shopping. Zzzzz....

Been playing the guitar alotlately. Learned a few new songs too! Happy happy me. Over the holidays, many of you guys wil be going to ur hoe towns, while i stay here in klang and miss you guys. But anyway, HAVE FUN! till we meet again~~

2007-01-31T14:07:00.000+08:00

Some things are just meant to be missing.

2007-01-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Debbie! take care of yourself ya! you may not be reading this, but all the best!!!

p.s.: got to see RAIN at the airport. Quite a crowd welcomed him in. Hoho... tried to get some pics, but got pushed around like potato sacks. Stampede gila. He is so freakin tall weh... babi wan. *jealous* >=(

2007-01-27T00:55:00.000+08:00

Debbie's probably on her way to england by now. On the plane. Went to the airport to see her off with other church members. Mostly youths. Small group of us.

No idea why, but i kinda miss having her around already. I wonder how many more people i'll have to see off this year.

Today was an eventful day i should say. At least i did something better than laze around at home playing right.... Went FISHING again! But didnt get to catch anything. bleeh.
After 4 hours fishing, went to mid valley. Watched a movie with amy at GSC. EPIC MOVIES.
Killer. The show was rated U, but seriously, it was supposed to be 18sg. Superb nonsense. In sean's words, LAME n DIRTY.
You guys should watch it. Go only with friends. It's a blast. It'll be. Bet you.

Quite late now. Cant blab too much already coz i've got to get up early for training tmmrw.

Nightey y'all.

2007-01-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

Lollipop.

There's this song by ben kweller. Lollipop. I like the song. Hee....
Something you guys should listen to.

Went Job searching today with randall. Headed to Centro to lok for vacancies. Wonder why they put up signs for vacancies when they dont have any. Dumb-asses. Zzzzz

Centro is still new on the block. Not many shops. After a brief run around in Centro, went on to Bukit Tinggi.
Entered Leo's first, No vacancy.
Next was a pet shop. The lady only spoke in dialects. Great.
They had puppies! cute ones too! hehe...
Stopped at baskins, filled in the form and they said they'll call back. Not too sure about that though.
The other stops, at baker's cottage, guardian, and afew other places didnt turn out too well.

Last stop was at KIA motors. Randall went in to find out. He got the JOB! But he had to talk to his parents first. Turns out, his parents objected to it... Zzzzz....

Another day down the drain.
All hopes are getting thinner. Soon, i'll be jobless for a month now. great.
Program schedule for Y.E.S! crap. Not done yet. bleeh.

Anyone with info on vacancies, PM me! PLEASE!

Gone

2007-01-23T18:22:00.000+08:00

3 days of gospel meetings.
3 speakers.
4 topics.

Previous gospel meeting just finished. Kinda upset about the turnouts. But hey, cant blame anyone except myself can i? A few misunderstandings, normal.
Just hope that Y.E.S. would have a better turnout than last year. So disappointing.
U.Eng boon hasn't confirmed the speaker yet, i've got to try to come up with a topic, program sheet, send mails to other congregations, deligate jobs to others and get the brochure ready in less than a week.

Finally got my bike fixed today! thx to the almighty randall and his alan keys. Poor bike was left idle in a friends house for more than a month! zzzzzz
At last my darlings back. Uncle raymond said it was old.

"Go get a new one la... very cheap only. 3-4 hundred only"

How i wish i could.

Mich is sick. Food poisoning?
Vomited a few times(3 is MORE than 1, so its a few okay!) today.
Hope you get well soon. Soon enough to go rock climbing!
I really wanna follow... bleeh.
Enjoy ur apollos. Dun eat the twisties until you get better ya girl.

Gonna have to pull throught another week doing nothing. Unless i can get a job.
Debbie is gonna be leaving this friday. We'll definitely miss her. Do continue to blog so that we can be updated on how u are ya! Farewell dinner is tmrw at telok gadung. Sea food! mah favorite.

All the best to you debbie! will continue to pray for your safety. May God's grace cotinue to shine on you. And let your light shine!

stuck
dead end
nowhere to turn to

2007-01-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

Its only been half a month and im already beginning to wonder what my friends are doing now.

Met Theeban, sukhpal, kuhan, yindran, cheryl, and a few others at the edufair in KL convention center. T said he wants to go for accounting. Didnt get to ask him if he is really going for that or not. Cheryl and yh are already in taylors studying. Kat's in the mufy program. There's this one person i want to elaborate more about here. This particular person is sitting at home, staring at the tv and com the whole day, either playing or watching and waiting for time to fly by. SOMETIMES picks up the guitar and plays, wanders around the house aimlessly like a retard, hasn't got a clue wat to do for the next 3 months neither after the 3 months. I guess if you would already know who this particular person is if you knew me. This persons name starts with M. yupp. you guess right.

ME.

HAH! who else were you thinking of? Michelle? maybe it sounds like her. But you wouldn't know right? she could be better off than me. for all i know, *C-E-N-S-O-R-E-D* there... told you de. bahahaha.....

Kinda tought that after SPM, i could meet up with friends more often and hang out and stuff. Guessed wrong. Now everyones busy with their own lifes. Wished i hadnt wasted so much time before. Could've got to know a few more people better. Even now, i dont stay in contact with alot of friends. Just the other day, met up with mich and kat. Had a chat on how things were, now that almost everyone i know is either going to college or doing form6. Glad we got to hang out for awhile.

Oh yeah. Next time ANY of you go to kayu mamak in bkt tg, NEVER order their roti tisu if ur alone or the only one eating. Its humongous, extra ordinary. It took me close to 45 mins to finish only 3/4 of the giant. With the help of kat n mich. They ate so little, i had to eat the remaining. No thanks for ur help guys. XD only joking.

Right now im still deciding on whether i should take a loan and go to college or do form6. Im stuck. I wanna do hospitality management, but the prices are suffocating. Form 6 seems like a reasonable choice, but definitely not what i would want...

Decisions decisions.......

crumbling inside
ans:the fibbionaci code

2007-01-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

Got lotsa work to do! wheee.. at last.

For the past week, i've been doing quite alot of designing. Quite nice to be doing something after not doing anything for sooo long. =)

Had a brief meeting yesterday with the youth committee. Discussed about the events and stuff for this year in detail. Glad i had it. Now all the dates a re set and the events being planned out!

Here are the events for this year!

Youth Gospel Meeting
19-21 JANUARY
Topic: SECRETS of The Bible REVEALED
Time: 7.30p.m.

Youth Enrichment Seminar
15-17 MARCH
Topic: TBA
Time : TBA

Youth Christian Fellowship
Every 2nd tuesday of the month
Time : 7p.m.

So basically, this are the major events happening this year i guess. There are more! Just not able to publish on the www. =)
Hope all you readers will make an effort to support! Would really appreciate if you could come. For more info tag me!

On the other hand, I've went job hunting already. Searched the whole of JJ (actually not the whole, but majority. Picky me. xP) but didn't find ANY vacancies. Suprisingly they were all full. So headed over to bbk to look. Went to Secret recipe, bees and windmill. Filled up some forms, and then headed home. All 3 said they would call back to inform if i was accepted or not. Wonder if they ever would.

Wanted to learn driving for a very long time already. Now, im finding for driving schools which are reliable. Dad said to do a comparison. So much work added to my already 'stuffed' schedule.

Oh oh.. another thing. After yesterday's meeting, a few of us went for supper at modern in t.pulai. Saw this REALLY REALLY cute cat. Female and pregnant. She had a face like a tigress, an attitude like a queen! She sat right in the middle of the road, not concerned about the cars around. There was this proton waja, wanted to move but she was in the way. She sat there and never moved until much later. SHO CUTE~

Haha... sorry. But it was nice. Got to pet her too! hehehe.. so manja wan she.
And and and..... i got to get to know the people i ate with better. One great bunch you can never find ANYWHERE else. Hohoho... how lucky can i be. >)

Anyway, This is just the start of a new beginning. Some stuff came up lately. Not so favourable of it, but i guess we've got to move on? terrible. Just terrible.

watsthesecrettolifeandeverythingintheuniverse?
fortheansweraskme!

2007-01-06T15:51:00.000+08:00

Making things worst.

muahahahahahahahahahahahaahahhahahaahhahahahahahaahahahahhaa.

*pheww*

2007-01-03T11:44:00.000+08:00

Back from singapore.
Into the new year.
Back to ol' sweet reality.
Ouch.

Trip to sgpore was great. Although there were a few minor set backs at first, But all in all, It was a wonderful holiday well spent.
Thank you all who spent time with us while we were there. Really hope we could meet more than twice a year only in the future!! Do come down up to m'sia if possible. (bring along my specs too!!)
Yeah. For those of you who didn't know, i left my specs in sgpore. T.T

New year's was not as exciting as before.
Mainly because Everything in the past seemed to follow me forward too!
bahahaha.... bleeh
Wasn't really looking forward to new year's. My to do list before new year's was never accomplished. Almost all of the stuff i wished to do never came true, or i thought better not to.
Dont ask me why.

Well, since time keeps moving on and waits for noone, i guess i'l just have to move on as well.
(Being dragged on by time isn't a nice feeling)

the face is a mask,
to hide whats inside.

2006-12-24T17:21:00.000+08:00

Leaving for singapore tomorrow.
Leaving at 10 in the morning with a.abby driving, ashley and randall.
Leaving M'sia for 5 days.
Leaving my blankey behind.

With it, i'll also be leaving alot of things behind. And i dont think i want to return to it anymore.
Not gonna look back from now on and say what a dreadful life i've had.
Not gonna look back and see myself the way i was before.
Not gonna look back from now on.

Moving to the new year now. Moving on, moving forward never backwards.
Hope next year would be emotionless.
Wouldn't want to 'hope for things not seen', even though thats called faith in the bible, it isn't in real life. Hoping for something not there is totally useless and meaningless.
I've got to watch my own back from now on. Guess im returning back to my old self. All the best to me.

turning into a pillar of salt

It ends tonight

2006-12-22T13:28:00.000+08:00

Back home from camp.
Was great having so many people there once again. Thanks to you guys, we've had such a successful camp! One of the best attendances so far. 105 youths. Not including children, parents and teachers. woot~!

The overall programs were nice. Good line up of games. Well done stephen n tze wei n sean!
This years theme is 'sharpening the sword'. So basically, it was a study based camp. But it was fun!
Having alot of new faces around was one good thing. Got to know knew people this time.

SOO sorry to the jurong youths! im so sorry i fell asleep and couldn't wish you farewell! Couldnt get up after crashing on the bed... T.T will make it up to you guys when i head down to jurong next monday! thanks for supporting us this year. Wish that we'll get continuing support from you! We'll also try our very best to make each iYDP an enjoyable one! thanks!!!

Now. Back to reality.
Its starting once again. The same irritation. Cant get it off. bleeh. Dont want it back.
(Think rationally boy!!)

DieDieDie

2006-12-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

Waiting for an answer always seems so long.

But once you do get an answer, and the answer is good, well.... i guess all the time wasted would've paid off.

But what if it wasn't something you wanted?

What if that something you've been waiting sooo eagerly for is not what you finally get?

Well, i guess that's just what you'll have to find out sooner or later.

YDP is just around the corner. Name tag design not chosen yet. Not printed.

Im supposed to do devo. Topic very confusing. No idea what im supposed to talk about. Messed up 'guide lines'.

Finally found a pair of jeans that're nice and decent for my bro. Went shopping with ashley to sungei wang today. Bought stuffies for mich. "Hope you like 'em"

Gonna be heading down to singapore on the 25th. Faced alot of complications just trying to arrange the trip down. Now, the only thing to worry about is the bus tickets back home. Hope aunty Abby can manage to get good bus tickets for the 29th.

Will be busy for the next few weeks. Gospel meeting this weekend. All invited. MICH! you must come! i dont care! rAWr! Have a save and enjoyable holiday! Merry christmas!

im still waiting.
not desperate.
forget it.

How To Save A Life

2006-12-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

Being able to save someone's life is not easy.

Having been a red crescent member for 2 years is long enough to know that.
Learning the basics of how to save a life is basically first aid.
CPR and other life saving skills are not easy to master, but not totally impossible.
More need to know the importance of a life. Having learnt the skills, who knows when you'll need it.

SPM is over. But i dont feel the thrill and joy even after finishing 4 days ago.
Makes me wonder, why am i not happy or joyful?
And i guess it's because i've worked so tirelessly throughout the two years in upper secondary preparing for this.
And now that it's over, the supposed joy of having finished is just a myth to some.

On another note, dreams were never made to come true. I just found that out the hard way.
When everything seems to go on so perfectly right, just the way you liked it, be careful.
It may well be a dream that'll disappear when the sun rises in the east.
Living in that dream was really nice. Even though it was part dream part nightmare, i guess it all turned out pretty well.

But now since the dream bubble has just popped, reality comes pouring in and the cold freezing truth awakens the sleeping beast from his prolonged slumber. When will this beast ever fall asleep again, we'll never know. He may be dreaming this very instant.

cold and freezing. XD

somebody save me

2006-11-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

2 down 19 more to go.

I seriously can imagine how easy the second accounts paper was.
SO friggin easy! 4 out of the easiest questions came out. THANK GOD!

So im assured an A1 for accounts~! Im really scared of add maths and history now. The two toughest subjects for me. Gonna have to try my best eh?

study study study! gambate joel!

DDAY

2006-11-17T00:49:00.000+08:00

This is it. The day has finally arrived. First paper, Accounts 2.
Really hope mich did her homework.

All the best to y'all once again.

angwee miche. stonning.

me, if i dont do well.

2006-11-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

The countdown officially begins TODAY! in just a few more minutes, the dreaded and most anticipated time of the year has finally arrived. asSpM© honghonk Is HERE!

Making life easier seems to make it worst. It seems that i'm always on a down hill road. zooming past everything and crashing only to be tossed off the cliff and falling once again.

onE moRe moNtH! and it's freEDom~! eYe thINk ayaM goINg cWazee! whEeEE.....

all the best to all my friends sitting for our majors. May God be with you and grant you mercy.
Amen.

2006-11-14T08:42:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah.. one more thing. Im a star fish. go figure.

2006-11-14T04:58:00.000+08:00

"What have you been thinking about lately?"

Honestly, i cant really tell. Like the usual me, im messed up once again.

Being in my current situation is definitely VERY difficult. Not knowing if all those were lies or the truth. Not knowing who and what to trust anymore. SUSAH!!

What to do
what to do
what to do?

Nothing is making things easier.

sorry just doesnt work anymore.
crumbling to ashes

2006-11-13T08:38:00.000+08:00

Guess what? I did something totally amazing today! I SHOT THE MOON!

WHEEE~!

being lied too sucks.big time

2006-11-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

Youth Development Program a.k.a. YDP
18th-21st Dec
Resort Sungai Perak;
Kuala Kangsar, Perak
Rm140
(not inclusive of transportation)

Come PLEASE!
thank you

This will be my fifth ydp this year. And i hope it'll be even more exiting each time. My best would probably be during 2004. PSALLO. That was one camp i will never forget. Love it. Calling all friends reading this. Come join me this year. Find out what this is about if you still dont know. you'll be greatly suprised.

2006-11-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

Better days have come my way finally.
Things seem to be doing fine for now.
I hope they'll last.
I know it's been really tough.
But thankfuly i got to pull through.
Thank you God.
Thank you.

Gonna cherish every moment from now on.
there may never be a second chance.

fall, falling, fell.

2006-11-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

Chiang Ling spoke for 'message from the heart' yesterday.
Great message.
Troubled me quite abit. What would the church be ten years from now? How will it be?
Made me think about my stand in my faith. Where is it that i am?
will the church deteriorate when we as youths step up to take over the church?

Next year will be a difficult year ahead. Many youths will be leaving to further their studies.
Many have already left. Are we going to be able to hold on? I would really want us to excel once again like we did before. There's just no 'drive', so they say.

Right now, im still slightly confused and irritated. Being tossed around in my own realm of thoughts. I dont know who or what to trust in anymore. I cant differentiate fantasy from reality.

All i wish now is that everything will return back to normal as it was. But i guess that'll never happen.

Desire for something can be exceptionally painful, difficult and stressful. especially when that something is practically impossible to acquire. Why then does a person keep on ignoring the odds and stay positive about it? What is it that drives them and inspires them to keep on keeping on? Would it be worth it? What will happen if you actually do get what you wish for? So many questions, so little answers.

How far is heaven?
Will dreams come true?

?

2006-11-01T09:21:00.000+08:00

While walking to the bus stop for tuition this afternoon, saw this cat laid on the road, strecthed out. White in colour with a few black and grey patches here and there. Cars passed by but it laid there motionless. Ignoring the danger that overlooks it. Because it was dead.

Head smashed to bits. skull protruding out from the skin. intestines and internals spewed on the ground. flesh and blood still fresh. brains squashed.

Think i'm joking? too bad. no cam = no pic.

Guess life is very unpredictable ain't it? one moment you can be sitting in the car, waiting for the lights to turn, listening to the radio then WHAAMM! drunk lorry driver crashes into you. killing you INSTANTLY. Just an illustration.

As i looked at the cat, i felt totally hopeless. what would i do? what could i do, when faced with death? right now, i truely know that i'm soo not ready. Trying my best to overcome all. "For i know whom i have believed, and am persuaded that He is with me".

Right now, i need strength. But strengh is my weakness. and my weakness is my pain.

messing up.

2006-10-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

oNE figure 8.

8teen more days till the real deal.

768 hours till its over.

5 weeks till independence.

21 papers to sit for.

1 chance.

obliterated

2006-10-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

Playing this Game.

Everyone has played this game or will soon play the game.
Playing this game needs courage, patience and determination.

Some regard this game as being the best game ever. Some say this game is a waste of time, just a bore. I say. "Que sara, sara. whatever may be, may be".

This game, having seen many either emerging victorios or losing out shamefully, is quite a scare. I myself have played this game before. But each time it confronts me with something so utterly baffling new. Knowing what to do isn't easy anymore. And cheat codes aren't what they seem to be here. Because cheating will either make you forfeited or on some occasions, go scott free with a very rare exception there.

Right now,
im fighting a losing battle. And losing isn't easy to handle. The battle is a long terrifying, deceptive, exhausting one. Having been drained of all life source a few times, this fight is really taxing. Sometimes i guess it's just a battle of wits, courage and timing. Depending on the higher power to guide and help me through now. I find it very relieving to know that He is there at least to lean on, if none on the field.

Right now,
I feel as if I am the game. Having to look at the circumstances i'm in. Not knowing how to overcome the true enemy. This obstacle SO huge, yet so miniscule is leaning itself closer to me. Threatning to crush me to tiny bits, like a tank going over a monkey's brain or something in the likes. And at the same time, I must keep in mind the hidden tropical bushmen, hidden from sight firing their fiery darts in hopes of disabling me. Not withstanding other obstacles like the walls of doom and craters of death combined with the snakey valleys of guilt and the gates of hades. I'm being played around with.

One must really be on the tips of his toes. Always on the look out for signs.

I want to be coming out triumphant, having been able to overcome this. Then saying, "I have fought the good fight, I have kept the faith, I have won!"

running out of life sources now,
last shot,
last try,
one victory.

2006-10-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

Don't Look Back In Anger

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

2006-10-21T20:33:00.001+08:00

Bleergghhh... Feel. So. Tired.

Cheers! XD.

2006-10-11T05:31:00.000+08:00

I've been hiT. arrgh..

AWESOME PEOPLE I WANT TO MEET
- mysElF !
- jackie Chan
- tom hanks
- mr. arnold swaz
- Dakota Fanning
- Chris Brown
- Jamie Oliver

THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
- Friends
- Bolster.
- cartoons
- moovies
- music
- Cash

I WISH I COULD
- Be like Jamie Oliver. >)
- Play unlimited paintball
- Have 'her'. ;)
- show my friends how much they mean to me
- Travel
- eat loads of choc!

SONGS THAT I THINK ARE AWESOME
- Oasis - Let there be love
- importance of being idle
- .The strokes - every song!
- Nick Lachey - I Can't Hate You Anymore.
- Gorrilaz - feel good inc.
- weezer
- fort minor
- Hinder - Lips of an Angel.

I WANT
- a lil bit of freedom
- mp4
- laptop
- cash
- New phone.
- a life. >)
- more best friends.

HOW I SEE MYSELF IN TEN YEARS
- Owner of a few restaurants. =)
- RICH!!!
- stronger in the faith.

RANDOM FACTS
- I love her. >)
- I love God
- I love my blanky
- I love photography.
- I love photoshoping
- I love gossip! heex.
- I love my friends. alot.
- I love music.
- I love candy~.
- I hate good for nothings.
- I hate being brought up just to be shot down.
- I hate i hates. =)
- I hate SAM!. joking~

PEOPLE I TAG
- Michelle
- Sean
- Kathy
- Zelda
- Sam sam sam! Hah!

2006-10-05T05:23:00.000+08:00

She was the pillar of the family.
She was the one who always stood up for us.
She was the one who looked after many of us when we were young.
She was our most loved relative.
She was my aunt.
She was our kor kor.

Ever since i was born, i knew her, she knew me.
I practically grew up beside her. Most of us did. I remember being in std 1. i used to go over to her house everyday after school.
having my lunch there, spending my whole day either watching tv or sleeping while waiting for my parents to pick me up after work.
Many a times i used to make her upset. Because she was a perfectionist. Always wanting the house to be spotless clean.
Being the young child i was back then, i leave a trail of mess behind me everywhere i go.

Then as i grew older, i started to remember things. Remembering the times spent with my cousins there, on the old old swing. The dogs
she cared for, Roger, Ronnie, Lasie, Jenny. And the many cats and kittens she brought in. Being an animal lover, she would always
see to it that they got wat they needed. Treating them like her own children. Seeing them die was hard for her, she loved them so dearly.

Cleaning the house everyday without fail. Every tile was swept, mopped and cleaned at least twice a day. You used to use a towel and a bucket
to clean the floors. Then i guess time vaught up and u resorted to using mops. Even that, you weren't satisfied after cleaning once.

Life wasn't so easy on you kor. I know. We know. We used to talk everytime i was there. You telling me about how hard life is and how
unfair things can be, and me either agreeing or comforting you. You meant alot to all of us. You meant so much more to Claire, Tina, Mas,
Linda and the rest.

Your love for us never hid itself. Always being the one who cared for us most. When amah passed away, we knew it would be hardest on you
because you were the closest to her. Caring for her every single day she was bed-riden. I tried to play a role. Helping out in ways i could.
But comparing to what you do, i can never accomplish such selflessness.

After years of hardship, you finally got ill. Coming down with stomach ulcer due to lack of food intake. We thought that you would be alright after a few days spent in the hospital.
Not being able to see through that iron mask of yours hiding the pain and suffering you were experiencing.
And you keeping your pain all to yourself, not telling a soul. Having comfort in the assurance that all this will end.

Then Death knocked on the door. God called you home. You were no more.

The news of your death came as a shock to all. Mostly because we visited you just 6 hours before. I promised to go over and keep you company
the following day, making sure you were alright and at ease. But i didn't get the chance to do so. The only time and chance after so long to repay
your kindness was stolen from me.

Now that you are gone, the house will be quiet. Very quiet.

Rest in peace kor. We love you.

As claire had written, "We shall continue you legacy.", So we shall.

Rest in peace kor

Life is like a vapour

2006-10-02T14:16:00.000+08:00

If life were so easy, why bother living?

If life were so easy, why ask?

Is your life easy?

*grumble grumble grumble*

2006-09-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

Study + No study = Fail + No Fail
Study( No + 1) = Fail (No+1)
Study ~~(No +1)~~ = Fail ~~(No+1)~~

Study = Fail

God's foolishness is smarter than men,
God's weakness is stronger than men.

2006-09-29T07:07:00.000+08:00

Com got ill.

virusses are eating this com up. so many dozens of pop-ups are appearing in the screen as in type this out. Not that i can read all those blocks and whatchamacallits. Some other alien language la. But it's realllllly bothering.

Just got back my accounts paper today. I GOT A2!! yippe~! hee... for so long i've been wishing to get an A for accounts. and this time i did!! whee... hope lil elly will fare out well too.

Next week the form 3's will be sitting for their majors. Wishing all my form 3/4/5/6 friends all the best in your finals! Do your best as i know i will! GAMBATE!

2006-09-21T12:23:00.000+08:00

Four and a half hours of Accounts in one day is way too intoxicating. I wonder how many brain cells died during the process.

Today after school, i had a class. From 2.30-6.30. As usual the teacher continued on for another half hour. Reached home at 7.30. Right now im slightly exhausted. No idea why. Still so much energy in me. =)

Getting addicted to bleach again! hahaha... now i wanna read the whole thing. It's getting to be even more interesting as the plot thickens! woot~

This sat will be the last paper i'll have to sit for my trials. Chem and physics were good. But im not too sure about add maths. Even my add maths teacher said those questions were difficult.

Gonna be a very tough 2 months ahead of me. all this will end on the 1st of dec. at about 4 in the afternoon. that's the date i've been raring to see. Just hope nothing goes lose in there. XP.

2006-09-17T11:10:00.000+08:00

I BLEW IT!!

Made a stupid mistake during my grading. A few to be exact. While doing the combine basic pattern, i was supposed to be doing a turning-shuffle-turning-sidekick combo. Instead, i did the earlier combo of a turning-shuffle-turning back thrust. DEVASTATED. Why did i do it?! arrgh..

Then another stupid thing was during the free sparring. I sparred with shaun. Did so many unnesscesary kicks. I think the other trainers were thinking that i must be stupid or something. bleeh. Just hope i get to pull through though.

Right now, my body is aching. too much strecthing for this week. Gonna. Have. To. Rest. Now. Bye.

2006-09-16T14:18:00.000+08:00

Trying to make use of whats left. In another 2 more months time, the final exams of my high school life will take place. Trying to gather every bit of my scatered brain and drain the juices out to remember stuff.

Someone finally opened up after MUCH persuading. But the skinny thing only opened half way. hmmmph. I wanna dig further. but promised not to. At LEAST i got to know something which i've been dying to know after months! thanks btw. I know ur reading this already.

I still cant get my guitar over to mich's house to get it fixed. Crap. I soo wanna play a decent song with ALL the strings attached. Right now, there are only 4. Sigh.

Tommorow's my grading day. Gonna be upgraded to blue 2 if i pass. *YES!* so wish me luck.

2006-09-11T09:10:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt how it would be like to come out of trials and tribulations with triumph? How everything will seem to be way much better than before, reflecting on the time when you were going trough tough times and all.

Then sayig to yourself "Ah, i guess God was behind this all along and helped me out. Thank you God for making me learn something out of this." or "Ah, I didn't even need God to help me out. Sooner or later there will be a time where i will overcome my problems. No biggie."

What will you say then? Is relying on God really that important?

Let me just tell you my side of the story. You think about yours.

For the pass few weeks, as you all know i've been feeling down. Due to various reasons i got moody and touchy. Everything seemed to go wrong at all times. That i was the one right always, and that im 'doing my best'.

Days seemed to move by slower than usual. Didn't consult or talk to anyone except myself. Have you ever thought to yourself, and during the session you tend to get aroused and emotional and stuff? I know i did.

Then i was going too deep. Too deep to even catch a glimpse of light. I felt restless and uncertain of myself. Not being able to comprehend what i was thinking, not being sure about how i felt and what i should do.

I wouldn't say that it was a stroke of luck that i found a way out, but eventually i did. It took much courage and strength to finally pull through. To me, that was the one thing that i learnt from this block i had to climb over to continue my journey in this life. I made the first step.

Being fully reliable on God, i found the courage to face my problems in the face. Not being shaken by my surroundings.

I've learnt this during youth bible class a few weeks ago. "Christians now live their lives with the world centered and God as a tool to help them achieve their dreams. What we should be, are christians with God centered in our hearts and living our daily lifes in order to serve him."
It was something i have never heard before. Never though of. But somehow i knew it.

I tried that. Making God the center of my life. Eventhough it's hard to change ways in such short time, im still working on it. I just hope that one day in the future, i'll look back on my life and thank God for letting me realise that "all things work together for good".

What's you're view on life?

"Be angry, but do not sin"

2006-09-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

Life was never made to be easy. Rules were meant to be broken. I am meant to be sacrificed.

2006-09-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

A soft answer turns away wrath,
but a harsh word stirs up strife.

proverbs 15:1

I have been meditating on this verse alot lately. Kinda helps me cool down. Emotions running high! "Haywire liao". It seems to me that everywhere i go something just pisses me off. Could it be that im just too sensitive? or that im unintentionally trying to find falut with everything?

Trials up 2 weeks from now. Glad that im actually putting in SOME effort, if none at all. Hope to do my best as this is my last year in school. Right now, most of us are already so eager to finish up and leave school. Bet you they never really bothered to think what will happen after leaving school. For the first few months after leaving i'll definitely miss school. Not because i miss the canteen food, or the teachers or the aroma of the loo. I guess it would be beacuse i would rarely or maybe not at all ever meet most of my friends ever again. For someone like me, friends are hard to find, and when you do, they never really last long. By saying so, i mean to say that after a fleeting moment of being the best of buddies and stuff, they tend to sway and follow the 'trend'. Which in my case is the 'macha' crowd.

Prefect farewell gathering wil be on the 17th of this month. sunday. 12-4 p.m. Guess i'll have to rush there right after worship IF it finishes late. (which it almost most certainly verily will). Planning to wear all black with a white tie. hehehe...(i must be crazy too. on a sunday afternoon??!)

wont have much time on the com any longer. 'study study study'. well, 'no pain no gain'. =)

p.s. : decision were never easy to make. you're priceless too. take care.

2006-08-31T13:04:00.000+08:00

why do i always like to make life even more difficult for me?

The thing is, everytime i think of something, be it a nice fleeting thought, a blissfull dream or a plain nightmare(which i rarely get nowadays since i also rarely dream), everything seems to turn back to one thing. And why is that?? Im asking the question here. I need an explanation....

Can someone feel happy and sad at the same time? be up in the skies and down below? can they? coz i think i am. call me crazy, but i do feel that way.

WARNING. Mood swings are VERY contageous. Its like SARS and bird flu and malaria all at once. One hit from one side causes a huge chain reaction. Try imagining this. 1 hits 1 = 2. 2 hits 2 more = 4. then the 4 hit another 4, which will then bring the total number of hits to 8. try going on like this for another couple of times and see the figure rise.

Thing is, I have been becoming THE catalyst for this outbreak lately. Not to many, but to only one. And that has made all the difference. Lost. Meaningless. Undecided. Hollow. Empty. Drained. Sounds like im dying in love? huh... u tell me. I cant even see straight now.

Been reading Proverbs lately. gonna be finishing the whole book soon. Meaningful. Really. Talks about the wisdom that man can have if faithful. How the wise are always above the foolish. I wonder. Has anyone been as wise as solomon? or was he THE wises person that ever lived? God can really do the works can He? dumbfounded.

Resolution: Make someone else's life more meaningful no matter how much it'll cost myself. I cant stand no longer doing nothing. But what is that 'something' that i can do? God, please help.

If you never try,
then you'll never know,
Just what you're worth.

2006-08-30T07:53:00.000+08:00

Today's been an extraordinary day. after sooo long of not liking a single class of chemistry tuition, today i astually enjoyed learning. and i did pick up a few pointers! wowee for me! heeheehee.....

Someone decided to not tell me her problems again. saddening huh? anyway, all the best to you.

2006-08-26T04:41:00.000+08:00

Read ASTERIX & OBELIX yesterday. Nice piece of work. really like the 'stoopid' jokes that they have. I wonder why i dont have the hand of creativity. Just not fair. Im really impressed by how others can draw and illustrate so well. Guess God gave me other talents huh? hehehe... well, for those of YOU who do not know who they are (asterix and obelix), this here is a picture of them.

Neat eh? haha... well. Have fun during the holidays! Only got 3 days left!

2006-08-25T08:53:00.000+08:00

Random

Alot of bloggers are going on the random-ing ride. Random post popping up like daisies. Feeling much better now than i did a few days ago. I finally did what i was suppose to do laaast week. And im glad i did.

But, strangely now she's the one feelin down. Bleeh. Talk about motivation. wowee. Hope you're doing fine girl. Feel free to talk when you need someone. *unlike the someone who doesnt tell me anything evenif i ask/beg* haha.. you catch my drift?

Kim Huat came back from the national championships already. Slg lost to Png, but got second after Terrenganu (which was the host state). I heard there was some foul play.Lousy scumbags. wanna bribe people just so that the state can win?? wats the logic in that? filthy good-for-nothings. Slg was supposed to win! hmmph.

It's gonna rain soon. And I think im sick again. bleeh. till the next update comes!

COLDPLAY:CLOCKS

2006-08-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

Dark Clouds overhead

It's been long since i've posted.I know. It's just that things seem to creep up on me everytime.

The past week or so has been one that has been really challenging. Not only to my physical self, but to my spiritual life too. As usual, i've been thinking about alot of things. This things that i've been pondering on has pounded me to dust. Every second it comes to my mind. Hurts too when i think about it. Guessing wat i've been thinking about huh? For one, i myself cant really compile it into words. It's just so confusing. *sigh*

What is the meaning of life, the universe and everything in it? (is this right sean?)

Just what am i to you?

2006-08-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

Jerry C - Canon in D [ Rock ]

check this out!! so cool~ bahaha....

2006-08-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

I finally did it! yayee~! i designed my class t-shirt. bahaha.. *proud* XD...

Here it is. Trying to come up with more!

the first design

the back

bnw version

My favourite~!

cute eh?

There's more to come! i hope... haha.til next time!

oh oh!! im supposed to design for the class magazine page.bleeh. so short time, so much to do! sayonara!

lalalaerey~
sean got a patrick!!

2006-08-08T12:33:00.000+08:00

Trials are here. This week will only be the JPS papers. The real deal will be next month. Gonna aim gor at least 7 A's. Got to try to get scholarship.Got to..... study.

Fell ill yesterday.Was down with flu.Right now, i got the fever.bahaha... Feeling very ~~warm~~ hot.
got to study for history! i am so busted.didn't read much.

adios mi-amigos

2006-07-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

Found out about the passing away of nikki. Kat's best friend/mate/dog. Made me think of how i felt when Rip and the gang were around. I do agree everything is much quieter than usual. It's been over a year now tat they've been gone. Miss them so so much.

Rip

Rip dissappeared soon after her babies died.Malnutrition i guess. they were such cute things.

Dont you just love them? *sigh* It'll be long from now till i get to keep another pet.Oh. im planning to visit SPCA one day.Gonna see/help those cute lil ones.

Kat.You take care ya!

R.I.P to RIP.

2006-07-28T06:25:00.000+08:00

Ever wondered how creative and fun kids are?

Lil niece. Su Yen

How Cute and cuddly they can be?

Allysa.Church members daughter.

How their tiny lilttle fingers can do wonders and amuse almost anyone?

Working together like good friends should and do.

I just love kids

Picture perfect

2006-07-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY

injured myself playing football/street soccer at andalas court yesterday. Skidded, scrapped, twisted and sprained.hahaha... Twisted~.
While playing i accidently skidded with my right leg to the front. So left leggie was left behind and twisted/bended.Kni/knee scraped the nice harsh floor with granites and sand and those musshie mosses gracefully so as not to hurt/cut/bruise/scratch/make a huge gash on itself which would then inflict terrible torturing pain to it's master.Toe, which was very considerate, decided not to fracture but to just get sprained.The injury i had last thursday on the SAME bloody toe while playing football in school was an added bonus.Let's do the maths together shall we?

Toe(thursday)+Toe(sunday)+Knee(sunday)=a glorios day off school.

Tadaa!! see how good we worked that out? aww.. i really should teach math one day.Hmm...
(in deep thought)

Right now the injured knee is kiling.Wasn't bad yesterday.But this morning when i woke up, took of the layers of tissue i put in order to stop the bleeding(Which i thought would've worked like some sort of plaster), This is what i saw.First thing in the morning.

Gahh~! and the worst part is. I cant walk properly! NO!!! sprained toe and a bleeding knee.gosh.Pass/Puss or however you spell it, was dripping! haha.. the whole tissue covered with blood+pass/puss.so gross.heeheehee....So then my dad said "U dont go to school today la." but my mom was like "HUH? why? nothing oso.(gives a menacing look tat clearly says 'you're acting coz u dont want to go to school coz u didn't finish your homework')

"And I dont want the world to see me,
Coz i dont think tat they'd understand,
When ev'rythings made to be broken,
I just want u to know who i am"

2006-07-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

Few Simple Rules of this TAG GAME:
-The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
-Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
-Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
-If you are tagged the second time,There is NO need to do this again.

G-ender: Fee-male.

8 simple points
1. Loyalty. A definite must.
2. Honesty.Isn't the best policy at times, but wat the heck.
3. A kind heart, loving, caring and the usuals.
4. Soft spot for CATS! okay.. maybe all pets ya?!
5. A sound mind.someone with her mind of her own.someone who can think for herself.
6. Loves God.This should be #1.
7. Beauty.Inward AND outward.balance.YinYang.
8. Creative.In every aspect.Tee hee hee.. *snigger snigger*

8 ~~unlucky~~ lucky people
1) Kat
2) Gwen
3) Chellie
4) SeanL
5) Sam
6) Mei Yen
7) Xzhu
8) Kareen

2006-07-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

The musicky feeling is back again to haunt me.and i like it.hehehe..

Just love listening to music doing nothing and taking every thought out of my mind.relaxing.very.haha.. oh! guitar craze is BACK! haha.. i finally heard a song worth the trouble learning. gonna get the tabs from chiang ling this fri.oh wait.tape.haha.. have to listen first.hehehe.. excited!~

don't u just love music?

2006-07-09T03:39:00.000+08:00

Today's the big day for chellie.haha... playing after so long huh? or is this ur first time? anyways, all the best ya! make us proud.bahaha.. sounds so old.

Back pain.serious back pain.haha.. did u.d.t.a. yesterday. this morning training.so now, pain! haha.. not so pain de la.bleeh.tahan!

Kat.bila nak pergi ni?? the 13th comng out sia.so go on 15th pwease! sunway!! bahaha... can go window shopping too!

Wishing Hao shern n Ee Ann all the best in the years to come.Thank you for staying faithful in Him.God bless.

mystifiedmystery

2006-07-05T08:10:00.000+08:00

Having the empty feeling in me again.dunno why.bleeh.

This months a busy one.
8th July: i)Fairwell party for Hao shern(leaving for aus on the 15th) and Ee Ann(for aus on the same day)
ii)Inter-school rally.Promised u i would go.But clash with the dinner.sorry.treat u something someday.

15th July: i)supposedly having the singing workshop.Postponed.
ii) Pirates of the carribean.*hint hint*.parents going to kuantan for a visit to the church there.'freedom'.

22nd July: Gospel meeting! hope to see alot of people attending.

Attended the monthly review meeting yesterday.bad attendance.went quite fast actually.was feeling sleepy though.haha..always do.

Month of August would be busy busy busy.alotto youth programs are in august this year.suprising.

Trying to invite friends for Y.D.P. end of this year.i think this years turn up for ydp would be bad.perth trip will be a few days before.so.... not sure if they would want to attend BOTH the camps.would be taxing financially and physically too.Just hope that the friends i invite would consider coming.would love to have them there.

Oh.Y.G.M(Youth Gospel Meeting) this year organized by the klang youths is CANCELLED. 'too many programmes in the month of dec.it seems tat every weekend has already been taken up.WHOLE month!! bleeh.do hope that i can be long lasting.

so sorry to u guys for this late post.Just didn't feeling like blogging this past few days.Guess it's because i've been brought down.haha.. no worries though.think i can handle this out fairly.Till next time.

Lifeslittlepleasures

2006-06-19T12:52:00.000+08:00

20 ""I have been crucified with Christ;
it is no longer i who live, but Christ lives in me;
and the life which i now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God,
who loved me and gave Himself for me.

Gal. 2:20

2006-06-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

Old blogs gone.In just ONE click, almost 9 months of my life's recordings were done away with. Huh.. the phrase 'putting the past behind u' isn't as easy as it seems now.All memories of tat part of life is, i guess, gone/deleted.I dont seem to remember a thing. haha.. dunno if it's good or bad.But watever it is, wat's done is done. Regretting's just NOT an option.it'll only make things worse.Have a nice day.

peace like a river

2006-06-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

Lousy kat doesn't wan to gimme the password for her post.u stinking lil brat.who's the post for anyway? so secretive la u.dangerous lil fella.

Tmmrw will be going for a visit to the down-syndrome hse near the school.For moral project.and guess wat? she's MAYBE gonna come.drats.Please come.(if ur reading this now la...) bwekerey.

Haven't touched my moral projects yet. got 2 essays and 2 folio's to finsih up by this fri.crap.

Reuben need's a cameraman tmmrw for his game at tts.Crap.can't go coz it clashes.gonna regret i guess.huh.........

2006-06-16T05:59:00.000+08:00

Gwen.I was tagged to do this?!... didn't know at first.bahahaha... nvr really read or gave 2 cents into thinking about al this stuff.So i guess i'll be oozing those juicy brains of mine.(You have two brains mind u.)Forgive the crap, forget the lame.hit me back, i'll do the same.(even much harder).Enjoy.

Four jobs I would stink at:
#1 actural scientist-My maths and science grades should give u the ans as to why.
#2 lawyer-i can't really fight back because i'm totally no good at it.Esp wif women.shucks.
#3 telemarketer-heck.why would i wanna be one?
#4 grahpic designer-i suck at arts.seriosly.

Four pretend nicknames I’m making up for myself:
#1 angelic_ghost-the one tat suits me best.
#2 ostRicH?-duno why.but joann gave me this nick.bahaha..
#3 Pwiggy!-only one person calls me by tat nick.ain't gonna tell who.*shhh.secret*
#4 a.Moody-can't think of any.so just whack ny.hahaha...

Four movies I have watched over and over:
#1 SpongeBob SquarePants!-definitely one of the best.
#2 Patch adams-Love it.
#3 Windtalkers-okay okay show ny la.Compared to band of brothers and black hawk down ofcourse..
#4 New Police story-One of Jackie chan's best.

Four things I love to do on my weekends:
#1DotA-although i rarely play it nowadays.
#2 sleep-eventhough it's bad for the soul.dun believe?Go read it up in the bible.
#3 read-if there's a great book awaiting.hehehe...suprised?
#4 cook!-never really got the chance to cook a full dinner/lunch.But i have made breakfast plenty of times.

Four things I could NOT live without (besides oxygen, H20, and miscellaneous life-sustaining substances):
#1 my friends-Duh-uh...
#2 my soul-it doesn't sustain life.it IS life.hahaha..
#3 love?-who doesn't?
#4 Com-play play play!

Four TV shows I geek out to, or used to geek out to:
#1 Charmed - because i have nothing else to watch on friday nights.
#2 Smallville-nice nice.
#3 Oliver's Twist-yummy yummy yumm yumm.
#4 Crocodile hunter-haha..i love documentaries.

Four of my favorite foods, partnered with people with whom I enjoy eating said foods:
#1 McDonald's - friends and family.
#2 mamak-church youths/michelle/theeban
#3 Telok Gong-family
#4 Osaka-family once again! hahaha.. i rarely go on adventures.bleeh.

Four places I would rather be right now:
#1 SPCA-all the cute lil babies are there.hehehe...
#2 Singapore-me buddies are awaiting for me.
#3 Paintballing-it's been a loooooooooooooong while.
#4 mamaking-wif mich ofcourse.bahahaha...rarely go la.

Four people I’m mercilessly tagging:
#1 MICHELLE oH-since u begged me not to.bahahaha...
#2 kat kat-meow~
#3 ZiLin-haha..lil bro!
#4 sean-youth leader.i wanna read more.bahahaha...

i've got a joy joy joy joy down in my heart.WHERE?

2006-06-08T01:32:00.000+08:00

I've been pondering on this though for awhile already. Should I, or should i not close down me other blog?

It's been long since i've ever visited it anyways, never posted, tagged, viewed it.Thought of focusing on this one blog where i started it all anew.Oh oh.. just changed my background.Kinda used the old one from the other blog.wakakaka..But nice wert....

Learnt something new yesterday.That you have to make the batter for mee hun ge and let it rest for a few hours before cooking it.It will then taste better so it seems.wahaha.. nvr really tried to cook mee hun ge.Used to be my favorite dish last time.Still is though.I like eating it wif cili padi.Nice nice.hehehe

School holidays are almost up.None of my homework is done yet.Ashley just reminded me to print out her pics for her project too.Oh crap.That just reminded me that I have not completed my moral project also! wowee..

Gonna be hectic soon.Me life is all gonna have to be focused on STUDYING.Hope i can pull trough spm.see u guys around.

2006-06-07T15:05:00.000+08:00

Been visiting blogs lately.Got really aroused by the way some people write.Proficiency and grammar 100%.Cant imagine that there are people out there who are either the same age, or even younger who write better than me.Okay, i confess. I'm not good at writing at all.But looking at what they write and how they write it.It astounds me.How well if i could write just like them.Or maybe even better? who knows?

Some in school say that i'm good in english.That i do well in english, that i'm an english genie or something.Fact is, my english is just not as good as u think it is.I may seem good at it, but i just am not.Thousands out there are just so much more better than this screwed up thing u see here.English just isn't measured by how well u speak only, but how well you know, how well you pronounce a word, how well you spell, and all that stuff.Going out into the world, how well you speak won't help much if it's not backed up with how much you know and how proficient you are at it.

Srutinising myself won't help me improve on my knowledge in this language.I know.But i just can't help it.I get all worked up on wanting to write out a good piece, but in the end find out that what i've learnt all this years has been a total waste.Crap.Feeling down again.Hope to be getting better though.

zip it

2006-05-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

ahh... at last.Sumone has been infected by the blog virus.Hehehehe....
I'm talking about lil miss michelle.woi.Welcome to the blogger's world.Need help from the pros? just ask.muahahahaha.... feels good to have sumone to talk to about blogging in school.hehehe..

soo... y.e.s. is just around the corner.This thursday.Got to get everything ready and in perfect condition by tmmrw!! dang.Quite alot of them wont be attending! aiks...Hope it'll turn out well though.All the best ya!... GAMBATE~!

will be so so so so so so so bored during this hols.can't go out anywhere except for the occasional mamaking.haihz.... so trapped.Gonna die after the hols.My results are a sure hit in the face.No need guessing.It's already clear that i failed.More than 3 sub's the least.hah! good for me huh? bleeh... got.... to ..... s...t...u.....d....y.......*bam*

2006-05-27T13:19:00.000+08:00

It's the 26th of May 2006. 10:00 p.m. Guess wat.
EXAMS ARE OVER!!
Woot~ wahahha.... it's been quite some time tat i've blogged.considering my highest average of 2 post a day.hahaha...

Ye.s. is closing in.Everythings starting to move really fast now.So confused.Bleeh. This years attendance is really on the downslide.It used to be 20-30 people attending.Now....it's only about wat....0-15??!! hahaha... all the best huh? Break a leg huh? bleekkkk...

Really hoping to enjoy my well deserved holiday.Wanna go out out out.But... hahaha.every teenagers worst nightmare.CASH! having not enuf cash to do all the things u want always puts u down doesn't it? ahahah.... anyways, hope to be seeing michelle, amy, daniel and others!! wakakakaka.....

Take care you guys! i may not be able to blog due to business.wakakaka.... have a great 2 weeks ahead! take care.God bless.

2006-05-22T08:34:00.000+08:00

Went for claire's wedding dinner last night.2nd cousin to get married this year.Was at SHERATON subang.My h/p is barred...err... was.muahahaha... kenot mssg the whole day.boring nyer.blekk.

awaiting the long awaited(@_@) hols.Wanna make full use of it.I'm going OUT!! imma gonna playya paintball!!whee~ need people to play wif.If ur interested gimme a call. be quick then can set date n time.Now's the lowest price de.RM 41.wakakaka.. sure u guys thik im crazee or sumthing.But seriously.41 bucks!! the cheapest u'll find for 200 pellets!! so quick quick.hurry hurry.

love is only a feeling~ true?

2006-05-21T05:59:00.000+08:00

This post has been long awaited for by some.

After a loong loong time of not posting.Some may have thought that i've abbandoned this blog.But im here to reassure u guys tat it's NOT.

It's already the mid of 2006.Time really flies when ur growing older.when u realise tat life isn't that long after all.When u are cautious about ur surroundings and always vigilant.I don't know about u.But i've alreay started to regret growing up and wasting all those years of my teens.Weird huh? looking back at those times, i feel like it's been wasted.

STUDY.the only word tat's sticking in my head right now.Preassure's already setting in.I'm really trying my best to study.i've actually broke my record of studying continuosly for 3 days!! about 3-4 hours each day.Really hope that it will continue and not die out.Hope that all i've read/learned/studied will stick in my now oh so painful cramped up head.

Mid year examinations are here already.right now into my 2 week of examination.Tiring.Hope it'll turn out good.i wanna progress.Big word for me huh?.

Claire's first wedding dinner is tonight.Hope all runs well.

Gtg now.Hope to see u guys visiting as often now.will be blogging once again!!

I l0vE ac0untS~

2006-04-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

Back from penang.Left at 2.30 on friday after returning from school and packing.
For those who didn't know, my whole family was there to witness my cousin's wedding.haaa... at last sumone from my dad's side got married after so long.(the last wedding i could remember was linda's...about 8-12 years ago??!! )

The whole trip was really worth it.After picking my elder bro from setapak, we met auntie suzie at sg. buloh jejantas.Then we left for penang.The journey there took about 5 hours??.. the bridge was JAM!!! hahaha.. as usual we were late arriving at Krystal Hotel in penang, so we decided to go for dinner first.

Here's the fun part.We headed to the nearest restaurant coz we were really hungry by then.We(the 'kids') had fried rice, 2 noodle dishes(oooOooo really nice ones..) and vege.Right after we finished, guess wat?? we went to another hawker stall on the other side (right across where we just ate) to have fried kuay teow, pizza(this one was really nice.esp. the crust..), asam laksa, prawn mee(malay style), and pancakes... the fried ones...
yupp yupp.What you just read was T-R-U-E.... hahaha kenot blive ar?? hahaha really ful lor. and that was about wat?? 9.30 we started eating, and finished at 10.40 liddat.hahaha 1 hour eat like pig ne...blek.

Next morning, woke up and got ready to go over to my uncle's house for the akad nikah.We were there right after a breakfast of chi chiung fan, yam cake, and kuay teow tn'g.waaa sedap sedap.XD... the akad nikah started at about 11.30 and finished of with the giving of the hantaran and stuff.then MAKAN!! had beef rendang, fried chicken, vege salad, fish head curry, prawns, fruits and sambal belacan.wahahaha.....

Right after lunch, we went back to the hotel to change and went to komtar to have cendol!! yumm yumm.. hahaha... the cendol was really nice man...waa wanted to have 2 bowls, budden too full de at that time.XD.... then went jalan jalan and the ladies found this asam/jeruk shop and they started to buy..... later we went to another shop to buy the biscuit's.Reached the hotel at about 4 and slept.

Dinner.Went to kompleks tabung haji.This was 'the' dinner for the bride's side. the set up was kinda nice.grey-ish and white.We had to wait for the ceremony to end before tucking in into a few dishes.Beef curry, mutton, chicken rendang, taufu something, and potato curry.Among all the tables there, the only table that was brave and hungry enough to tambah 3 times was our table...hahaha... my family(5), another uncle(4), and my aunt(2).At one table.wahahaha i guess there were about 5 mpk cleaners at the table.whack everything ne...hahahha...

Sunday morning!! woke up and ate western b'fast while the adults had something else.Then went for services till 12.30.Checked out of the hotel room and met up with aunty mary at the airport and went for lunch.Met the whole gang there.(my family(5), uncle john's fam(4), Linda n ming shern, aunty suzie and shelagh, koko irene and jacquline, uncle man and aunty mary(dad and mom of tina a.k.a. bride), the bride and groom, the groom's friend, aunty doris and un. tony, mastura(sis of tina), claire and her soon to be husband.That's the whole kirk/quek family there for you.hahaha... my uncle is a malay btw.Aunty mary married a malay, so tina and mas are malays, so tina married a malay.get it??!! hahhaha..blek.

summary of whole penang trip:
*buRp*

see you soon.

2006-04-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

MGS prefects gathering was okay.went for it coz Sharmila and Ei ling going.So i go to complete the group lor.XD... quite nice oso.They got so many sponsors that otehr schools couldn't get. lucky them.Met quite a few peeps.Nvr thought they were prefects.The food was way much more better than the la salle idol day.+ point for them i guess.

Michelle's b'day coming up real soon.She still can't decide wat she want's.Sesat betul.haha we all planning suprise b'day party for her.Dunno jadi onot.. ahha see first lar.

2006-04-06T12:34:00.000+08:00

Went on a wild goose chase today in the evening with my dad.We went out to buy NEW SHOES!! XD... i had to get a new pair, and coincidentally my dad was back early so he brought me out to go shoe shopping.

Our first stop was BATA at klang town.Was there for about 30 mins.?? all shoes didn't fit nicely.T.T..no size.Okay... so we went to the opposite shops to take a look (the old shoe/bag/uniforms shops) Nope.No siae again.By the way, i'm an astounding size 11 !! shucks...so on we went into the next shop.No.Next one.Nope.Next... srry no size jor....waaa it went on for like wat.... 2 1/2 hours?? all together we went to about 8-9 shops and NO size!!! from bata klang to the few shops (4 to be exact) then to THE STORE then to indian street (2 shops)...wooo..so many seh.But at last my dad said to get a normal canvas shoe (he wanted me to get those quality type ones..preferably leather..><" )

The third shop we went to, one of the bulbs exploded then got short circuit and it kept on bursting and bursting untill the lady switched of the lights.. only one row mind u.not the whole shop.hehehe... haihz... really tired now. The test is almost over.Tmmrw's history.Really.History.You think i'm insane?? it's HISTORY!! wakaka it really is... urrmm as in SEJARAH = HISTORY hee... last paper.Better go study now.whole of form 4 is coming out.T.T....bb.

2006-03-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

I did something totally insane just now.The absent minded me copied and pasted thie template onto the other blog and saved.o.0... how silly can that be??!! and i din have a backup.T.T....

Then came in SUPER JOEL to save the day!!

"HERE HE COMES TO SAVE THE DAY !!!!"

whooosh.....

After a few intensifying moments, everything was back to normal.Thks to 'SUPER JOEL' !!......
I am now resorting to save a backup just incase this thing happens again.Wheew...

2006-03-29T12:56:00.000+08:00

Tmmrw is SPORTS DAY!! yay!!~ .....*sigh*...

I will be marching for the prefects tmmrw.Can't really say much about their formation.Not so good lar..hehe.... monthly exams next week!! O my!! so fast??!! better go STUDY!!!

i'm beginning to love chem. and phsy. XD... wahahaha

2006-03-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

Tmmrw's the big day.Gonna sing.Drats, i can't even remember the lyrics!! HELP!! wahaha i'm so dead. hmmm duudeeduudeedoo.... I'm singin Elton John's 'Can u feel the Love tonight'. Hmm quite a tricky song to sing.Very nervous right now.... Wish me luck.

2006-03-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

Managed to get contact wif I-Lynn again.It's been quite along time since u messaged wor... Hope you got good results for ur SPM.Going o subang to study?? must take care lor... stay there very wat wan...XD.....

This week will be another boring week as most of the teachers will be absent again.This time, it's because of Sports day.30th March 2006.

This sat. there's an IDOL contest held by La Salle skul.They(prefect board) forced me and Ei Ling to join... sing wor... so embarrased..SD... still can't find a nice song to sing.... any idea's???
Must fine Minus-1 oso...hrrppmmhh.....quick quick idea's yeah?!!! XD......